“It’s when someone else’s happiness depends on me- that’s
when I find it hard to breathe.”
that’s what she said. that’s what she wrote. that’s what she
sang, drenching every note with who gives a fucks and leave me alones.
in the mirror, smearing the fog away, it was hard to lie
to herself. the fear of her happiness depending on someone else- that’s what
really kept her at bay.
